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To the one who stumbled across this blog  (and is already regretting it )

To the one who had no choice but to visit it  (I know you’ll recognise yourself )

And To the one who… is genuinely interested in reading what I have to write, specially my Poetry… (Thank You for your time, it is most appreciated),

WELCOME.

I hope my Poetry keeps you entertained, even if just for a little while.

Feedback is most appreciated. Criticism, as long as it is Constructive, is also appreciated Just keep in mind that I write simply for the pleasure of writing and for the fulfillment I receive from it, specially emotionally.

The World of Words… is A World… of Magic

I Know

You don’t need me

You’re just playing with my mind

You don’t want me

I’m just a toy to pass the time

And I know

I know

All about it

But I don’t

No, I don’t

Make a fuss about it

You offered me a place

To hide my fears

You stood by me

When no one else was there

Now you play me

And I’m not sure that I care

Coz I’ve been there,

I have been there

I’ve been there…

And I hurt

You offered me a place

To hide my fears

You stood by me

When no one else was there

Now you play me

And I’m not sure that I care

Coz I’ve been there,

I’ve been there

I’ve been there

And I know…

Heartbeat’s Echo

You run so quickly, your heartbeat racing,
Your footsteps pounding, adrenaline rushing,
The sweat on your forehead, panic dictating,
The wind against your face, your path.. is closing

The clock is ticking, the seconds flow
Steady and constant, there is nowhere to go
You run in one direction, as though you know
But all you hear, is your heartbeat’s echo

You inhale deeply and throw yourself off the cliff
You welcome the space, spreading your arms, adrift
Plunging towards the deep, you pray the welcome is swift
Your pupils contract, watching the waves crashing against the reef…

Heal

A single tear rolls down your cheek,
I wipe it away, your skin smooth like marble
Your tear stains my hand the colour of love
A love that has been torturously betrayed

Is it illusion… fate’s fatal trick?
Is this the price to pay for the evil?
Your tear of sadness touches a raw nerve
My soul perishes as I watch the love fade

The colours spread through my veins
I stare helplessly as the wound grows
Your eyes are empty, you are numb,
God, please, let it not be too late…

I stray in my thoughts, as the chaos reigns
But I force myself to heal your countless blows
But I am helpless, as you gently succumb
Your eyes close… Forgive me love, I was too late…

My Perfect Half…

You are… so gorgeous…
So awesome…
So cute…

In gorgeous, there is US…
In awesome, there is WE…
In cute, there is U…

I couldn’t possibly be,
Any of these things…

Without You.

<3

Leo, Ukievy.

Devil Strings

You are coy like the devil’s ally
You grin with the intent of devilish delight
And when you touch me, I blissfully sigh
How can something this sinful feel so right?…

You bat your eyelids, such pretence
Flecks of darkness escape from your eyelashes
Your sneer is born of absolute deviance
And yet I give in to your depraved pleasures…

You mock me, in quiet laughter
My puppet limbs tied to your devil strings
You’ve got me wrapped around your little finger
You are Master of my mind, Master of my feelings…

Fate

I am neither here nor there
In fact, I belong nowhere
I barely know why I exist
I am a dark soul, in transit

I often land on unknown grounds
And my curiosity knows no bounds
I try and find hope in a stranger’s face
I try and find home, in a strange place

I try hard to find a connection
But I only find poignant deception
In my search, I fail to remember
That I am a dark soul, mere traveller

But when I do recall of my fate
I am filled with tragic hate
This farce, what is the purpose behind?
If everytime, I only lose what I took so long to find…

Empty Sacrifice

There is a strange kind of happiness in loneliness
It is knowing you’re alone, and have no other,
No one else to share your burdens with,
No one there for you to hurt and torture.

A strange kind of contentment in loneliness
Knowing that the only one there is you
No one else to invade your private space
No one there to tell you what to do.

And the silence reverberating in your ears
Is constant reminder of your sense of being
The act of existing, without contemplating
The numbness, inside, that keeps spreading.

You exist, in all your space and loneliness
You thrive on the sacrifice and the pain
But you are human and crave tenderness
Like every other sacrifice, yours will go in vain.

Missin’ A Piece

You’re a puzzle
and I wonder
What would complete you

Like a riddle
Need a symbol
To stand for you

And I know that
You’re missing a piece
And I’m trying
My hardest
To fill you within

You’re a puzzle
I’ll find the piece
To complete you

Like a riddle
Not so simple
But i’ll solve it too

And I see you looking at me
And I have a feeling this piece could be me

You’re a puzzle
And I wonder
What would complete you

Need a person
With a reason
To stand by you…

And I see you looking at me
And I have a feeling this piece could be me…

Standstill

The lonely write for comfort and company
The abandoned write of their personal tragedy
The childless write about the emptiness within
The parted write to ease their deep craving

I write, I am alone, and maybe lonely too
I’ve known abandonment, even abandoned quite a few
I am void of emotion, but pregnant with desire
For moments of life and love I can no longer acquire

When before, I used to try and understand
Now I just remain stoic, and silence is my friend
Before, there was chaos everytime I was confused
Now, I standstill, and the chaos no more leaves me bemused

Before, I would lose myself in the mindless crowd
I would holler for help, when it was already too loud
Now, I standstill, as the crowd loses its way around me
I do not need help, for in silence, motionless, I can now see…

Space

I contemplate the spaces between my fingers
Do they belong to your fingers?
Should your hand hold my hand
And stop me from stumbling as I walk?

I trip, I fall, hard on my knees
I brace my fall, I spread my fingers
Lonely fingers upon cold floor
I have no one, but I steady my own fall

I contemplate the emptiness in my life
Does it belong to your presence?
Should you be there for me
And make me feel whole and complete?

I embrace the emptiness and surrender
Compromising with the pain and fate
And I learn to see the emptiness as space
A space for me to thrive, for me to grow…

I contemplate the spaces, empty spaces
I waive the illusions, relinquish the desires
I spread my arms and revel in this new world
Filled with light, filled with possibilities…